It hurts so bloody much. For two weeks to be made to feel like Fred Astaire. To have hopes, even dreams for a life less lonely ... for an existence less futile.
Then to be told in no uncertain terms that you can never be more than "just friends".
It hurts so much, to want something so bad, something you can never have.
PS Sorry to be heavy.
Recently Spotted:
*crickets*
Ugh.
It happened to me, once. After that my heart turned to stone and I became an emotionally tortured misanthrope, observing humanity through a lens of spite and anger, ever eagerly planning my revenge on them all.
But I'm sure you'll get through it just fine.
No sob stories from you, married man.
Well, see, it all worked out in the end huh?
can't sleep. feel like i have a cancer in my gut.
thank you for the support and words of comfort guys
Even from our limited interaction around here, it's easy to realize you're a warm, caring and honest person, with your heart in the right place. If someone can't see that, even in front of you, it's their loss. In time, I am sure you will find the right person, the one you truly deserve to be with, so don't mourn too much on this, and get ready soon to take the next step in your journey. For what it's worth, over here you'll always have your faceless, good-for-nothing e-buddies to give you a virtual hug, and to raise a virtual mug of beer with, to make the pain just a little easier to bear with, and give you a bit more strenght to carry on with the next day. I know it's not much, but we truly care about you.
I still love you Bugsie...
...and I don't even mean it in a man on man kinda way...
...just the way you are!
Yeah, steel is right...group hug from us all.